Restoring dignity: One LRA survivor's story

from Mercy Corps
Published on 14 Feb 2013 View Original

Note: The identity of the young girl in this story has been kept anonymous to ensure her confidentiality and safety.

“In 2010, I was abducted by LRA rebels when they attacked Agoumar. I was 13 at the time. Before being taken, I went to school in my village. I loved to read and write, and I thought that I would become a teacher. And then all of a sudden one day my dream was gone. I was kidnapped by the rebels and I could not go to school or do the things I once loved.

"After I was taken, we walked five days and nights. Once we arrived at the LRA rebels’ camp, I was presented to a man who became my husband. Every night this man raped me and I could not stand it. I spent over two years in the forest. I was unhappy and I thought of my family, my friends, my village, the field I used to work in to help my parents. I had my first child while I was in captivity, born from the encounters with the husband I was forced to marry.

"In 2012, the LRA camp where I was being held captive was attacked, and I fled with my baby in my arms. We walked alone in the forest until after three days I found my way to Djema. The International Red Cross helped me reunite with my family in Agoumar.

"It was difficult at first. I felt isolated even though I was back in my home. To this day, I’m still fearful of being taken again. At first, everyone in the village was scared of me and they would mock me for having been with the LRA. I felt depressed and I didn’t know what to do, my spirit and dreams had been broken.

"I was referred to the listening center in Rafai by the gender-based violence monitor in my community. She saw how much I was suffering and the pain I underwent due to the mocking of people in my village.

"Once I arrived at the center, I was able to talk to a Mercy Corps staff member. They took me and my baby to the local hospital for medical care. Thanks to the support I received from Mercy Corps, I received counseling from the women at the center and I felt like I had regained my own dignity. I had someone I could talk to about the difficult things I experienced, and after a while, I started to feel love and happiness again.

"Through Mercy Corps, I was enrolled in a trade school in Rafai where I am currently learning how to sew and make clothing. I have a new dream now to become a tailor, and I now have hope that I will succeed because of the help I’ve been given. My child is in better health now, too.

"One thing that still makes me sad is that I know there are still many girls like myself in the hands of the LRA, and I can only hope that one day they are given the same chance as me.”